In Search of Myself is about my journey; navigating the world in my 30’s, balancing a career in an ever changing world, learning to accept myself and understanding what makes me tick.

30 brings an existential crisis 

2021-07-20T16:45:49+00:00May 14th, 2021|• Featured, • Reshare, In Search of Myself|

Time is not unlimited. It’s the most precious resource on the planet, and it’s so precious that once it’s lost, it is lost forever. Unfortunately for me, I am very aware of this fact. I look around at my life with every passing year and think, “what the hell am I really doing with my life?” Sometimes I’m on track,

Perpetually misunderstood, and that’s okay 

2021-07-20T16:47:36+00:00May 4th, 2021|• Reshare, In Search of Myself|

For my entire life, all 30 years of it leading up to this point, I have been misunderstood. I was a very different kind of kid. Most children enjoy playing and making friends and doing stuff, and I don’t really remember doing much of that. I remember reading a lot, and when I had finished my personal library, I delved

Saving myself… from my past

2021-07-20T16:32:22+00:00March 9th, 2021|• Reshare, In Search of Myself|

As a creative mind with a personal history of deep trauma, I am highly susceptible to rumination, which is both a good and bad thing. Rumination can sometimes allow an ability to play with thoughts and understand various outcomes, but it can also have a very dark path, leading one into a labyrinth of painful memories and suffering.  To cope

Perfectionism is the secret to unlocking genius 

2021-07-20T16:29:48+00:00January 12th, 2021|• Featured, • Reshare, In Search of Myself|

When we talk about the Greats, these people of magnificent prowess in the highest ranks of their respective fields, we think about them being born into their roles, as though their success was somehow preordained, fated. We have been taught that genius comes from those exceptional people who are born that way, but the fact remains that these people were

Chapter three: finding the writer within

2021-06-15T05:07:52+00:00November 13th, 2020|• Featured, • Reshare, In Search of Myself|

Stuck. Frozen in perpetual frustration, the moment my eyes look at my blank manuscript, littered with a sparse outline masquerading as something substantial. This is every time I open a personal scrivener project. For six years, I’ve felt the cold chill in my bones of writing something that might become a book. Finding myself as a writer on this scale

Chapter One: What am I searching for?

2021-06-15T05:05:50+00:00October 30th, 2020|• Reshare, In Search of Myself|

What is the search of myself about?  We spend our entire lives trying to figure out who we are and what our purpose is on earth. Who am I? What am I supposed to be doing? What’s my life purpose? What does my soul yearn to do? These are all the questions we ask ourselves when we’re in the darkest

In Search of Myself

2021-07-20T16:27:33+00:00September 26th, 2020|In Search of Myself|

Hi there, you are reading the first page of the In Search of Myself live book. What is this about anyway? In Search of Myself, as I write it today, is about my journey; navigating the world in my 30’s, balancing a career in an ever changing world, learning to accept myself and understanding what makes me tick. This is

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